I lost myself for a moment, and awoke to find the world moving on before me. Left behind in the maddening chaos, trying to figure out what all I missed. I seemingly lost control, and futilely sought to restore the pieces. And after I put the puzzle together, it was not the same picture as it once was. As you see, life never remains the same, you can’t change the past nor manipulate the future. It unfolds in each moment. Unpredictable in its course. These event unravel before my very eyes, I can't comprehend the speed of life. In a blink its gone, and I am afraid to miss its meaning. I stand wide eyed before the world, taking in the beauty. Each moment never the same, and each breathe never regained. The speed of life, moving on before us, each seeing merely a glimpse of its art, before its time to close our eyes.
Don’t pin me in a corner and expect me to be happy. I am a free spirit, my soul cannot be tamed. Let me spread my wings and fly, let me choose my own path. I will make more mistakes and new discoveries. Don’t squelch my heart, it must be set free. My life is my own. My heart belongs to God. And my future is unknown. I tried to suppress my feelings, but that is not who I am.
I am who I am, and I know what I want. I am ready for the future. I am ready for now. It's time to wake up. It's time to live. It's time to be happy.
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