How I feel

Today was mostly a good day, had lunch with a good friend and spent some quality time together. But part of it kinda sucked. I felt oppression or perhaps depression. Some things are so hard to accepted, even when it is staring me in the face. I am tired of living in this man made hell of mine, where I am tortured by the past. I am dying to this old self, and waiting to be made new. Where hopes and dreams rest, where my heart finds peace. There is more to life than how I am living. Change is happening, and I need to embrace. Time to be proactive. Time to live. I will live without regrets. No more dwelling on the past. The past will stay where it is supposed to be. Goodbye old life.

"I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: forgetting what is hehind and straining toward what is ahead. I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus." Phil 3:13-14